A Love Story

Hi people,
Am typing with my sis's stupid desktop
My laptop is not feeling well
so its awaiting a doctor to take care of it

So i wanted to share this song with you people
VaalPaara VattaPaara song
I think most of you know this song
But good things can be repeated so no probs
Dont Know How that girl waits for that guy
Maybe it only happens in stories :)

Birthday Me!!!

OCT 25th 8.14pm
I was welcomed to this earth by my mom
I came here, Without any clue of the things which awaited me
I sure was not happy that day, my mom said, I was a bad kid
I gave her lots of pain

21 years passed
And Now am here

I will Tell you what happened on 24th night
i was working on my dream project(secret) and i checked my mobile
it was 11.59pm
Actually i thought no one would call me
since i lost all the contacts with my friends and after all am not that important
So i typed a Happy Birthday Msg to myself
hehe
i love talking to myself at times
and cool
i got a msg exactly at 12 from a no 99626461..
hehe
and it was me

And i got ready to sleep
but my mobile began to ring
a call from my friend "PP" - "Padma Priya"
She stays in new delhi , she was the first to msg
i told her abt my crazy msg, she laughed like anything
and then after 30 mins, she said, she have to sleep
so gave her an bye
and then i left my mobile near the self and went to drink water
but when i came back i saw a missed call
it was Mr.Vino - Vinod Kumar, my college mate
he called me while travelling to chennai from Bangalore ,he called me again and he wished me
and it went on for another 30 mins and after that
i was about to hit my sack
but there came the bad news, blacky was sleeping in my bed
too bad
i had to share the bed with him
20:80 ratio, idiotic panni he is

And Morning 6.00 i had this Coaching class
I was sleeping there and while coming by car to office
DJ called me up to wish me Birthday Wishes

And There came my office
Where i slept till evening 5'0 clock
No Enjoyment For Me
And The Next Day of My Bday
I planned for a treat , but unfortunately it got cancelled
since that person dint come
:(

Seriously Last Two Birthday's Of My Life Have Been The Worst I had Ever Seen

My Favorite Heroes

Hello ppl,
you would have atleast once come across the slogan

"SAVE THE CHEER LEADER, SAVE THE WORLD!!!"

Yup, it is

"Heroes"

Its 3rd season has been successfully started and its on the move
am downloading every episode of it
dont ask whether it is legal or not, who knows and who cares
if it is illegal, hehe my friend marc is also doing that
if you get to me, i ll take you to marc's house
hehe

ok ok

A story on ordinary ppl with extraordinary powers
My favorite character is "Peter" a selfless person who has this amazing ability
to absorb others powers without affecting them even a bit
But our villain is Mr.Gabrielle alias Sylar, he has this power of modifying his mind by looking at his victims brain which obviously kills them and gives him their abilities

this was second season

Now in 3rd, Sylar has become good, peter kinda bad
but actually peter has gained sylar ability which comes with an side effect which
makes him kill ppl and cut through their brain

In the last weeks episode , peter has to confront his worth nightmare
"his dad" who is the ultimate villain
at the end of the episode peter was left powerless , sylar is under anesthesia so
no one to help


"Draining peter's power out - season 3 episode 6"

Too bad peter
you should have listened to your brother

Kidnap - A Review

Inspired by the story "Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na" movie
I watched this movie "Kidnap"
By the song "Mittu Jaye"
I found it to be a dark one

Now Coming to the Rating Part:

Story:
A boy suffers from an evil done by someone rich and powerful
and he seeks his revenge, its nothing unusual
The way Imran punishes Sanjay Dutt was nice
but there has not been much of emotions in any of it
Dont Bollywood ppl cry???
I cant see anything like that
Sanjay's Daughter has been Kidnapped and
Been missing for days
He should have been emotionally broke
But he dint, what kind of father is he???
And Imran always has this emotionless face
Why is that???

Funny thing:
In one part of the story, Imran gets shot and he is unconsious
heroine whom he had kidnapped dint run away from him but she bandaged him
Was she an doctor or wat???
it was a nice bandage too

Songs:
I Liked Mittu Jaaye
Rest arent that good
it was ok type

Cast:

Imran Looks Good
Heroine's Mom Looks Lot Younger than the Heroine
Sanjay Looks like the same

This Movie might just allow you to kill some time
This Might be 2.5/5 in a movie scale

Hare Rama Hare Krishna!!!

Today i went to a nearby marriage hall where there was this function for Lord Krishna
Am not a religious person, But i just wanted to know how these people worship
It was a 1 hour session
I could just see young faces with enthu
At First they began to sing a song on Lord Krishna
I couldn't understand a single word
its pure Sanskrit
But it sounds nice actually
Then Began to enchant and dance
it was my favorite part
i made myself comfortable by dancing
it was just fun and after the dance session
they made us sit and show deepam to Lord Krishna's fotos
and then , the sweetest part ;)
they gave us pongal with lots of cashew
hehe


I liked this one
Maybe i dont believe in dvaitha
but this is just a way of relaxing our mind
and it did relax
and the pics over there were cute
i could find the same pics online, will show u




I just wanted to know what "Hare Rama Hare Krishna!!!" is about
and i did find it
People who ask me, "you wasted your time" or something else
so how did you spend your precious time???

Life is so short and I really want to know it to the fullest
so people who think am right, just do watever you want
but be safe
keep smiling ;)

(btw am not a follower of any one mission, so dont label me pls :))

Some Friends of Mine

There is a park near my house
I dont get time to go there but when i get some time rarely
i used to play with the puppies there
4 Of them
two black and two brown
i love animals so much
that too dogs, they have an affection for me
(every dog bites me and send me to doc before getting close to me)

Their Parents were near them
they were playing with me by biting my cargos and my pendent
the way their parents were protective for them was darn cute :)

After 3 months, today i went to the same park
to find 3 of the puppies grown into dogs
still i can see their father with them
They remembered me and they came running to me and we were playing
for around 1 hour and then i had to go
too bad, but no probs they got their father
and impo thing
the another dog is also fine with his mother
maybe they just got divorced
hehe ;)
Some of the pics i took

Me On NewsPaper ;)

Won The Bet ;)

One of my friend asked me whether i have gone for disco???
I said No
she began to make fun of me
saying being a guy and 21 years old, you should have gone for it
So i said to her, within a weeks time,i ll go for one
(hehe not a big bet na)

So I went to dublin , darn them, they dont allow singles
and then i went to sparks

Actually i was the only guy drinking strawberry coolers in sparks
hehe the barer was like
"Has he gone Nuts???" - atleast he dint say it out
Getting Drunk is nothing , But I Dont Wanna Be One of Them
Its Just My Way Of Life

Most Of My Friends Drink, But I dont know wat s that big in that
they get drunk and then go nuts
(already am nuts, where ll i go? if i get drunk???)

So its better for me to be like this
Hey I forgot the point
She lost her bet
;)

Punch

This is a serious post , unlike my comedy stuffs you have seen before
First of all, this post is about self defence
how to punch and i dont want anyone getting injured so try at your own risk
Be safe and keep smiling

Watever i am going to say is not new,
lots of ppl have said this but i ll try to say it in a easy manner

When you are involved in a road side fight
let your opponent get to you first,
if u get locked in a punch, its fine
it ll be just a boost for you(stamina is needed)

then remember this " DONT BE IN HURRY"
Everytime, someone hits you, you try to hit them fast
so you lose your self with the anger
anger is common and it is surely needed but it should to
given out at the right moment

if you are calm while your opponent is in fury
then the fight is urs for sure

What I Practice:

I practice with a candle
i light a candle and place it in a 1 and half feet distance
and then try to punch near it
you should blow the candle off with the air which passes through
when your hand moves
[some ppl get dislocation of bones if they dont have the strength
so pls see through it]

and then i use mirror as an opponent and try punching

and i use water punching to increase the movement of my hand
you should be fast in a way that the water in a bucket you hit should be kinda
solid
and take your hand back

Next,

In a Road Side Fight, there are no rules, its just about having the courage to fight
there maybe 5 guys and you are standing alone
its not a big deal
if you hit one guy and if he bleeds, the next will be afraid to come near you
and its not a movie, here a guy who gets hit doesn't come again to you but the hit should be solid

Impo Thing, Dont show your fear

i personally recommend you not to fight since it is a damage for both sides
and it has lots of side effects
but when you or someone you love needs help
just remember the impo things
rest will happen on its own

Like Bruce Lee said

"Fight is an combination of control and emotions, your legs and hands are the extended version of your mind, control and emotions together , it is art"

Enough of me

hmmmm i am out of thoughts
everything leads to me
so i fill up this blog with posts with my pics
and scaring you ppl to the core

so i am thinking of something
but that something doesnt mean anything
too much of blabbering
hehe ok ok

No more pics of mine unless it is necessary
ok???
thats cool

Was My Dream

Acting is what i dreamt about myself
But it aint so easy and without contacts you cant move a step forward
and the time i have is limited since my parents would never allow me to spend
my ages waiting for a chance in movies
Probability of it is .06/100
hehe probability lies b/w 0 and 1 so its darn not possible
anyways now i can be happy by this pic ;)

Sin City Effect

Me With An Revolver ;)

Photoshop Effect

I was wondering what this photoshop thingy could do
so i thought of trying it over me
since i dont like experimenting over others
(how sweet!!!)

Got PSP

Hi friends

Today My dad bought me a PSP as a birthday present
actually he asked me to buy that hehe
anyways its his money na
so no probs

I was Having Problem deciding whether to go for PSP or GameBoy
i asked my friend marc
he said,
"dude better go for PSP
it got lots of hacks
we can even use gameboy emulators"

In the mean time, i asked my another friend Ms.Dj
God's Grace, she did reply
But i dint understand anything

Then taking marc's advice i went for PSP
which costed exactly Rs 8990/-

that sales man wanted to sell me the white one
but i said , am fine with the black



And Now Am Home, Game Begins ;)

How Much Weird Are You???

When Phone Rings, What will You do???
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I Would just walk away, Phone dint call me na???

When Someone calls , What Will You do???
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I Would just walk away, Why should he/she call me when am near???
Common Sense

A Real Story

Hey I swear, am not gonna be kiddish
This maybe a story of lots of things you see in your everyday life
And some things, you never want to see in life

In a small town, there lived a family a dad, mom and their two children
a boy and his sister
Life can never make anyone happy so i will not say it as a happy family
Our story is around the boy,
He loved his mom and dad very much
and always fight with his sister
he used to play football in his school team
he loved being part of the game

His dad loved him too, he was always cared much
being a male kid, he was given lots of attention which his sister
disliked, but still she gets the love and care

he was 11 years of age, he said to his mom
"Mom, i am going to suresh's house , i will come in half and hour"
suresh is his class mate

Half an hour went, still he dint return
they went to suresh's house
suresh said "Aunty, he left long before"
Boy's mom got worried
she called her husband
they searched everywhere to find him near his house bleeding

They took him to an hospital, it seems a lorry hit him and
the doc said he cant walk anymore

his mom and dad was near his bed for weeks
that boy dint feel anything different
he still got his mom and dad's love

after an year from that incident,

There was a wedding function and that mom and dad was invited for it
they decided to go, thinking of their boy
they thought of appointing a nurse for him
that boy wanted to go with them, he had lots of friends over there

But they dint
When he saw people laugh, he felt it was because of him
he was a joke for everyone

on the day of the journey, this boy listened to what his parents were talking
dad:"we cant take him there, ppl will ask unnecessary question and all"
mom:"then we can arrange a nurse for him"
dad:"Ya, wat else can we do? god has given us this curse,
Being a middle class guy, it is too much to spend like this"
mom:"Dont think anything, just relax, god ll help us"
dad:"No No he wont, he could have given us a single child"
........
His parents returned after attending that marriage
that boy spend the whole night without sleeping

He used to say Goodnight 10 times to his dad at night
he had this weird practice, he is just a kid
With his dad not at home, he lay awake for the whole night
it was like years for him

Now that his dad s home, he felt darn happy, he ran to his dad
which he was not able to, he just fell down
which his dad dint notice

that boy acted as if he s just lying on the floor to make his dad not
feel bad

that day went so fast, his dad bought sweets for him
and his mom got new shirt for him
and her sister as usual complained about something
that boy felt, maybe he s just paranoid,
things dint change

Night came, he called his dad, but his dad was on the phone
discussing office matter
that boy said goodnight, his dad said goodnight
then boy
"say 10 times pa"
his dad " dont u see, i have work, why cant u just sleep???
already lots of problem, you are another problem for me,
everyone asks about u, and wat can i say???
cant u just sleep in ur bed?"

that boy said "its ok pa, goodnight"

he called his mom, "can u please switch off the light???"
mom " ya sure" she switched off the light and went

"even my mom dont care abt me..."

that boy covered him with his woolen blanket
and tears rolled from his eyes
"why is this happening???
my dad" he was wheezing
"he hit his head to his bed"
"I want to die now
pls god, take me from here
pls i beg u"

he said everything in a low voice so that his parents wont hear it
he felt warmth in his tears, which his love dint provide him

"Its not the boy's fault
that his legs dint work
its not his dad's fault
how much can he serve a disabled son?"

that boy began to part himself away from this family
He prayed
"God, they got a daughter, she can walk
they laugh everytime they are with her
but with me, they become so different
i cant even walk, why shud i live?
am a burden to them
atleast they can be happy na
you ll listen to me atleast this once
i dont want anything
make me go off, do something
am afraid to die, so u do something
ok va??? "

Next day Morning
his mom went to his bed
there that boy was lying dead
but there was smile on his face


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Note:
Its not a real story actually
but it is part of real life and it really happens for some unfortunate kids
And it sure shows their pain
every boy's gift is his mom and dad
when he dont get their love, he ll be totally crushed
he begins to search for unconditional love which he wont get
and finally end like this boy
--- Vijay

Telling You A Story

You might be wondering, how come i am posting at these timings???
answer for that
Am at office, But i have finished programming a project
and am doing some corrections side by side

Coming to the point
Its boring over here man
Everyone is working, Hehe Except me

So i am going to blabber something
Read it if u r not going to worry about becoming insane

Once upon a time in china, there lived jetli
He came to India to eat idli
Unfortunately he meet bretli
he ate jetli's idli
poor jetli went to italy
Brucelee came to jetli
to get some idli
but jetli has no idli
so angry brucelee
went to bretli
but bretli ate that idli
bretli gave brucelee a bread
Happy Brucelee went to movie "lee"
Where He Died Vikkingly without chatni


How s the story ppl???
loved it na???
i know i know
pls dont say big words
am just an simple person ;)

I Am Legend!!!

This is an incident which happened last year at my college
"Anand Institute Of Higher Technology"

DOnt think too much
it is an Engineering College
ya i know, it looks like a polytechnic institute
hehe its not

There came a day which every student expects
"Departmental President Election"

I was not one of the guys who like power
actually its too much crap, i dont even have time to go to coffee day
why shud i do some college work???

But i was one of the guys who was popular at college

Election campaign started
guys began to beg votes from fellow college mates and juniors

My friend Rachel, who stood as a Treasurer
went for campaigning to cse 3rd year

But after she left,a guy named arul mozhivarman who also stood for that post
began to do negative campaigning

I heard that, so i called my friend from that class and told
wat he told is false
think and vote

That afternoon, i was called for a talk by that guys
i knew, something is wrong
My spider Sense Gave me an alarm
i snoozed it and went for it

We all went to the rest room (which is a room near Boys Toilet)

Now Ppl
Just Remember that music from the movie "Pokkiri"
When hero goes into that villains place
;)

i was alone and there were 5 guys
there they dint speak anything
there was only fight
i was injured

I was damn angry, i went and gave a complaint to my HOD
WTF, that woman dint take it

That guys had said that i spoke bad abt his mom
so he hit me

hehe funny
I rarely speak bad words
and that too, why his mom???
(maybe he has some family problem)

We all were suspended for 10 days
My dad was angry and he came and asked abt it
they said, let me get the TC and go

My dad is deputy commissioner of sales tax
He has lots of contacts , still i had probs

What ll layman's do???

Those guys were like ,
he made me suspended for 10 days
atleast i ll make him suffer for 7 months

oh ya, It seems he s one crack
out of college, he shud be crazy

Impo Fact:

In a month, i go to principal room atleast once for some reasons
mostly which i wud have not been responsible

Actually I regret That Day
If i had made someone bleed that day
No others would not have come near me
But Missed it

And After that 10 days
Things were weirder than me
ppl forget everything
rachel was talking to those guys and laughing
and even my so called friends were cracking jokes with them

Oh ya , Welcome to Reality
If Blade cuts u, it ll bleed only for you
Reality Bites na :)

It sure did for me
From That day on ,
I remember onething,
dont expect anything from anyone
if its right do it

Dont give a damn abt humans

Interesting Facts:
I learned Kick Boxing now and Guys who told me that
"I will make u suffer"
am just ready for everything

CAUSE FOR ME AND IN MY INNER WORLD


"I AM LEGEND!!!"

Womans!!!

Womans are weird creatures to walk on this earth!!!

One TIme They Fight
Next Minute , They Ask
"Hey, Where Did You get this saree!!!
Its Soo Cool, You Know"

Guys FIght but they dont get over it in a minute

Every girl knows, a guy is after her
still she acts like a kiddo

But Its just fun, you know
a guy needs a game to play

Even though a woman maybe a weird creature
she still is a good mom
Nice Friend
Quarreling sister



Disclaimers:
Girls No offence,
Girls i dont know much about you
This post is not against you
so smile :)

Tired of Life :(

my whole life is filled with smileys
these smileys only know what i feel when i type :) or :( or etc

My life has been a playground for some power beyond me
i have been made to live this life for watever reasons you live for

am getting tired of this life

daily morning i go to job , and i work like a dog without any extra thoughts
what do i get
i get a salary at the end of month
(which is not even enough to buy me one of the shadez i love to buy)

even if i get a salary of 1 crore or something
what the hell does it mean to me???
if i cant have time to enjoy my life

Life is so crappy
i dont even know whether i ll live next minute
still i dream and try to follow something

There is not a single day, i felt completely satisfied

I cant be with my dad and i cant play with blacky
i cant even do what i want

Maybe you ppl like to live like this
but i tried, its not working for me
my kinda persons aint fit for this world
hehe maybe afterworld might suit if it exists might suit me

I just wanna be free
if i cant be free, i dont want this life

i remember this song by savage garden "Animal Song"

And i also thought of some words, which are so deep

"Bring me your soul
I ll fill you with happiness
But finding your soul is real happiness"

Ppl are so all the same, trying to make a difference
is trying to make a fool out of you for this world
But only You can feel the satisfaction

So am gonna be wat i am
weird, funny, yet deep ,funky, freaky me
That defines "VJ eshwar"

Nothing more to tell to you ppl
see ya around

Knowing me a Little

Friends call me Vj
some of them call me eshwar
some call me "Mokkai"
hehe

But it all denotes me ,
an sweet gentle caring and everything nice in this world's person
ok ok
just kidding

This month has its significance in my life
i was born this month
everything good and bad all happened to me at this month

People who likes to know about that good and bad
go on
someone who thinks it to be bullshit can just say bye to this post

i wasn't a normal baby, i had some complications in my birth it seems
my mom suffered a lot cause of me, she used to say
i used to get ill all the time

becoming ill began to be a good way to cut school
i used to keep onions under armpit and tell my mom that am ill
(onions increase ur body temperature, atleast i thought like that)

oneday they found that onion in my shirt
they asked why am i having that wid me???

I said i eat onions and i ate that yucky onions!!!
(its a new onion, was thinking of keeping it ;) )

And Then i thought of an another plan
i used to go to medical shop and get weird tablets
and take it and it surely gave me some condition

i hated school to the core!!!

I have reasons for me hating the school
its definitely not studies, i used to be 2nd rank student

When i was young , i meet with an accident
and i wud just look like that taare zameen par kid ;)
not mentally mate!!!!

kids used to make fun of me
so i dint have time to be friends with any

but i formed a small gang
dont laugh ppl!!!
actually u wud, its a gang of suicide

me,yogeshwaran and antony kapil
we used to try ever possible way to die
but we escaped all that
i used to think, am not dying, maybe i am god
I had this feeling that i am forever

there came a day when i had to really face deaths
not just one, loads of it
I was studying 5th std
my mom , me and my grandma was on the way to a marriage in madurai
from nagerkovil by bus

after 2 hrs of journey, near kayathar road, our bus hit a lorry
and every seat began to buckle backwards till my seat

i was like, wat hapnd???

i saw my mom with bulged eye lids and my grandma with my lips and the jaws tore and hanging
us ll explode
driver died and conductor's stomach and fingers were cut

i was thrown out of the bus thinking that the bus is gonna explode

but god's grace it dint explode

Then a driver came with a bus, and picked all the injured persons in that bus to an govt hospital

there they did an operation for my grandma
and i was watching everything

it sure changed everything for me
and how it changed me is wat i dont know

Now my mom and grandma are all fine
but not everyone who traveled with me in that bus
it might have changed many kids life

These all happened for me on an month of october

Just Like Me :)

Being just like me is really a rare and weird thing

Cause am a freako!!!
My favorite Hangout adyar odyssey
i spend solid 3 hrs inside it browsing everything

And i talk a lot
lot means lot lot lot lot lot ......

i used to wear braces
now i finally got freedom from those metal braces
(Thank God, No one called me Metal Mouth)

I watch pokemon
I Love Backstreet boys and Enrique and Ricky too

I was thinking whether there is anyone like me
If any of you think u r just like me

Then join me ;)
i ll be pinky and u can be the brain
we can take over this world
wat do u say???

New Sketch :)

I drew a puppy
how s it???


Pls forgive me if its not nice

Am i Fast???

Dont read it "Am i Fat!!!!"

Its F-A-S-T!!!


Everyone i meet and try to be friendly
say am fast

Funny

Am just normal, i become more friendly in a short period
Its my character

I like to have a gang of my own
too bad, now am a lonely wolf

And After all , We dont even know
Will we be alive for the next BATMAN movie!!!

So My Answer is quiet simple!!!

Me Myself and My Funny Stuff

I always Wonder Wat am made up of
Most of the time i end up facing something devastating

Why ME GOD!!!

Incident 1:
4th Oct 2008

One Fine Evening, Sun is getting ready for its nap, birds began to sing their songs
and I just finished rectifying most of the bugs(never ending)in the project given to me

Since i was jobless that time

I was thinking to practice kickboxing punches
There was a metal flask near me
i took it to be my opponent
and began to practice

and i was well immersed into the fatal war between me and that flask
suddenly i was some ppl look at me

JAVA TEAM PPL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its not happening for me
they were just looking at me like some crack
And i had to move hands like dancing
and after they left, i banged my head to my computer


Incident 2:

I got my 3rd Month Salary
its a cheque, i had to cash it
so i went to an canara bank branch near alwarpet
i waited in a queue and entered the cashier
and gave my cheque and the woman who was in the counter
asked me how do i want it to be???
(wat type of weird question???)

I just said
"I want money"
and that woman began to laugh

oh Shit, that woman meant, do i want my money in 100's or 500's


Incident 3:
It got late at office
i got to go home fast
so i entered the lift
and i was alone na
so came a weird thought
Wat does this NonStop Button Do!!!!
exactly like DeeDee

So i pressed it
we cant believe anything in our office
nothing works as it has to be
i was thinking NonStop will make the lift go up and down
with out stopping Forever!!!
(hey, i know wat non stop does, bt in our office weird things happens
eg: they employed me)

and i reached the ground floor
bt still the doors of the lift dint open
hell No
i was like, why cant u keep ur hand wid out touching anything???
before the finishing of the words
door opened and
I flew like a bird ;)

My First Post

Ma First Post!!!
Feels Nervous
Am shaking
Goosebumps Come up
Whoosh!!!

Just Kidding
This is my New Blog
This blog's name has been kidnapped by me from
Miss.dj

Was Thinking of starting a new Blog Unlike my old one
found that ms.dj abandoned it
so took over it

From Now On It ll be "ma virtual diary"

About ME!!!

This is Vj Eshwar
Likes : Riding Horse,Rifle Shooting
But in Reality Sleeping
Dislikes : JOB!!!
Happy about : Quitting It ;)
Favorite Movie : I am Legend!!!
Favorite Movie Dialogue : "You are Making me Angry, You Wont Like me When i am angry" - HULK
"This is My Gift , This is My Curse, Who am I , spider man" - SpiderMan
Wat you ll notice abt me : I talk a lot, you cant be wid out noticing me
I am a pest, kill ppl with my weird stuffs
Wat I hate abt me : I dont know how to behave with the ppl i like
so i end up being alone
Wat is Good in that : its something different so its cool ;)

Words to God : Mate, Dont You Want Humans to Be Happy, You Let Me on Loose???
I Dint Expect this from you!!!