Sunday, November 30, 2008

Into One's Mind

This is something related to Mind and How it works

Absolutely this is not my own work
words are mine but meaning to them are from our ancestors

What will you do when you knows how a person thinks???
You might speak what they want and get what is good for you

It can be done
You can know how a person thinks

Osho said "If a Person can find his center , then he can find other person's too"
Am not even a worth a penny for guys like him but i was able to experience it

There is a practice of analyzing every thought that arises from your mind
analyze what type of thoughts they are
anger or love or hatred or watever crap it be
it ll take you to the next step, which is
you ll be able to find what other people thinks
and wants

I will tell you how this works
You will figure out how your mind works
every mind is same , just thoughts differ so
you can find anything
This practice will make you sharp and a different person

Side effects:
We wont be able to believe anyone
{But that's the truth i learned from my life}

Everyone has a reason for them to interact with you
eg:
to kill time
to get notes
etc

Unconditional Love is a hard thing to find i think
even a love of a mom for her kid is not fully unconditional

There is a method of meditation called ajathasitham
which is also known as gnana yoga, this follows something like above
but it concentrates on the soul/seer and not on the thoughts

One impo thing
This dint get me what i wanted,but you can get yourself clear
thats all so people goodnight then

Disclaimers:
Am not gonna be held responsible for what you do
This is just a view and dont blame me or ask me to teach me this
you are on your own and you are at your own risk

Part of Life

So far this blog had been my own personal playground
To show want i see, and what i feel
People Who likes the way i see my life can read
cause this blog is definitely not gonna introduce you to the fashionable
world
instead it will just show you how a mind works
and what makes it ticks

Everyday we face lots of problems
you know what, as i finished my degree, i got into this job
with a less salary and my family was happy
i dint know why???
i was losing my dreams for that???
Its not about work, i can work forever but whatever i do,
it should be for my own joy of life

I was just not able to cope up with the robotic life
after 2 months i felt this vexation , i wondered and i felt
my life is just gonna end up like others i see
who gave up their dreams for the life they have now

I meet this girl in my office, actually she dint show me any way or hope
she left our office after a months time or less for higher studies
she made the spark inside flame up somehow
you may call it jealousy that someone can do what they like
but you cant...

After 2 months time, i quit my job
dad said i am immature
everyone said i did a big mistake

Am trying for MBA in a good college
After the first day of me quitting the office
i felt so bad thinking i did something wrong
but something said from inside, let it be
if i cant mess up with my life then who can ;)
so now here i am...
lots i dint say

LIKE ONE FRIEND OF MINE TOLD ME
"We cant tell everything to everyone"

I just wanna say this to that person
My frankness came with my birth and it sure dint ask yours
:)

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Hearts On Fire

First Delhi
Now It comes to Mumbai - 27th Nov 2008
and what awaits , who knows???
Maybe the terrorists knows

What kind of person would kill another human being???
Even animals dont kill around other than food and a personal fight

It certainly doesn't use guns and bombs
which had taken away lots of innocent peoples life

I really feel bad for being born as a human
What is the need for the terrorism???
Why cant people think???

Anyways its not gonna work that way
Cause if they had thought of it, they would not have done this

I salute the brave warriors of our country
Though i hate the policemen over here but the ones who gave their life
In this war between terrorism and Police Force
They are simply GOD!!!

Mumbai Police Anti-Terrorism Squad (ATS) chief Hemant Karkare
Two Indian Police Service (IPS) officers - additional police commissioners Ashok Kamte and Sadanand
"encounter specialist" Vijay Salaskar


I used to agree at times what Marc says
"why bother about this country? u just go somewhere well civilized"

But What did these guys get for giving up their lifes???
There is something, a pain , like an wound , watering of eyes
when we hear that one of our brave soldier just left us

Do we know him? or does he know us???
We can just say, We are Brothers

Hemant Karkare, 54 years old

What will his wife do? And what about his kids???
Why the hell does this happen for our country???

Lack Of Good Security
Our Men are Brave, But Not the Guns are Enough
Lack Of Good Politics
Mumbai Chief Minister explains a lots in this matter
Just check out his interviews
Poor Memory Of The Masses
People forget everything, soon they have to forget that this is their country
and have to shift to some other place if this goes on

First of all, we need a disciplined and well capable security measures to be taken
Every situation should be handled , Problems arise but we should be ready for it
we need Choppers and within reach in most important cities

And all the entry points to our country to be intact
in a boat, terrorists entered our country!!!

that so explains how our coast guard operates with all the high tech equipments

India needs us more than all this
Forget all the political crap, it will never end
This country gave us life so we are bonded to it for life
And Be proud of Our India

Please give one or tears if possible for our soldiers
Their Death should not be for nothing

Monday, November 10, 2008

Santhome To Adyar

As this title says
Am gonna talk about chennai
its not about the traffic crap

Its a Walk from Santhome Beach to Adyar
You might wonder, which idiot would possible do some stuff like that???

And thats me

I Love Walking

Its not like i was born with an interest on walking

I used to watch Hercules in star world
he used to run anywhere he wants to
i wanted to be like that, in reality i cant
but why not give it a shot

i can walk upto 12 kms in a single stretch without water
irrespective of the climate (any part of a day)

Its not a proud statement
but this is what i was able to do
By my football practice and by somethings
i dont know

I walked all the way till adyar where i meet my friend
and then got an auto and reached home since dad called me
7 and half kilometers it is

There maybe ppl who r more than me
am just a humble person to u all :)

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Pinky and the Brain

I was talking to my friend regarding starting a business
actually this is not the first time
I have said this lots of time
The Business I suggested are
a)Fast Food
b)Fruits shop
c)Quote Maker
d)Political reviewing site
e) etc

I dont even remember the other things
Marcus got tired of my business ideas
He is an laid back , u got to know that
But At times he gives wonderful ideas

But Me, if i need something, i need it
i cant wait hehe thats a terrible problem with me

Today Morning i was saying about my plans of making money
marc said as follows
"dude, stop planning for monetary domination
You are like brain of "The Pinky and the Brain"

Hehe Thats really true
Someday Wont i Succeed???
I will :)

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Some Scribblings By Someone For Something

Silent Tears Known only To My eyes
Has Reasons Which This World Hides
Cant Find a word to speak, Since it lives
Haunts My dreams
Heard The Wicked only for the few
But Dint knew I was one of few
Cant Find Someone
And Wont Share Anyone
Worst secret which lives
Which kills
Night knows my sorrows
Silent friend to my silent tears

Sunday, November 2, 2008

BAD DAY :(

Today is the worst day in my life

It was 9.00pm at night, i went to a near by shop
and was coming home, but thought of going for a walk in the park near my home
While i was walking, i saw one of the puppies i used to play with
they came running to me, i was playing with them
one of the puppy wanted me to run and play with it
And i was, but it got scared and her parents came running near me
and was barking at me

I made them relax by not running and by my hand movements
they chilled out and the puppies ran out
their mom followed them
their father was looking at me and he ran fast, i just saw a 3 tired cycle
which carries water cans coming

the dog ran fast so that it went under the vehicle
i ran after it to see if i can do anything
the dog is safe, but all the dogs in my area was howling
and they began to bark at me
anyways the dog is safe and puppy was standing in a corner and looking at me

I just had to go home :(

Here another bad thing

Before i left house, there was this dragon fly near tube light
there used to be a lizard which eats them
so i took it to my room where it has lots of space
when i came home after that park incident
i found that dragon fly dead
cut into halves
damn myself
why the fuck cant i have left it outside the fucking window???
poor insect died on me

The only way to express what i feel is through my diary and this blog
cause people wont find me usual as i am not
so its better me alone in this wicked world

THE ROAD PLAN

There was once a day where streets of chennai had been like our theaters which plays
Mokkai Movies

I am writing this post out of complete hatred over the system and the people
who makes this system function which is "we"

My day started with an call from my friend to get to besant nagar soon
Thiruvanmiyur to Besant Nagar - not even a 15 mins journey
but it took me damn 45 mins with this stupid road and with my stupid car


I started from my house and thought of taking a shortcut by going
through the Kalakshetra road and join to the beach road

Damn Myself, every god damn bikes and cars where using that road
atleast i can take it, as its part of the process

But there was this truck driver who has parked his truck in the middle of the road
Pretty cool na???
WTH is that human thinking???

I cant go back, thanks to some enthu peoples we are under a deadlock situation
so waited for 20 mins there!!!
Till that idiotic crack and watever bad take his vehicle off the road

i noticed lots of things which needed a change
Not just him,
there are lots
It is an narrow road, where only one and half vehicle can go at a time
and in that small road, there are lots of cars parked
Then why call it a road???
call it a parking lot, its a lot better and its true

and in one of the flats there was this board,

"visitors parking not allowed"


They want to use this road for their visitor's parking???
WTF!!! s tat???

People let others live too

We lack even the common sense
if we are not gonna allow parking inside
then we got to suffer the consequences

And Ya the Traffic Police
I am just too tired to talk about them
what type of people are they???

PLEASE IF ANYONE WHO CAN CHANGE THIS SITUATION READING THIS POST
PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS ILLEGAL/ROADSIDE PARKING AREAS OF KALAKSHETRA ROAD


I barely call that a road ;)

WORST ENCOUNTER TURNED FUNNY!!!

This happened when i was in college 2nd year
it was a boring day, so i called up my friend
so that we can go for "DON" in Mayajaal
i dint have a bike at that time
dad was strict i cant take my car
so i had only one option to go by sunny
(people please dont laugh)

i gave the sunny to my friend to ride it
after all that is also an vehicle na
we reached the theater after 3 breakdowns
and worst thing happened at the theater
they collected money parking sunny
Maybe they collect tickets for cycles too

Then the movie started
There were 5 couples in that theater
except them we are the odd ones out
Movie was not that good if you ask me

Anyways i ll leave that part
While returning home, we had to go by thiruvanmiyur signal
my old house was near signal
there came this traffic constable who stopped my vehicle
spranging over the vehicle in the middle of nowhere

Man, My vehicle cant even touch 20km/hr
Why taking this much risk???

here comes the funny part

PC: is this ur vehicle???
Friend: No, its his
Me: ya
(i was angry for stopping me reach for time to have my lunch)
PC: Do u have license???
Friend: Yes
(PC got his license)
PC: Where are the papers???
Me: At Home
PC: Go and take it and come
(My house was near, so went and came in 2 mins,
he wud have thought, i wud have given money and avoided this)
PC:Where is the vehicles insurance???
Me: Wat insurance???
(hehe , i dint even knew till that date that we have to renew vehicles insurance)
PC: Road Tax???
Me: I dont know
PC: What is your dad doing???
Me: He is Asst Commissioner of sales tax
(he gulped when i said asst commissioner and relaxed as i said sales tax, but i gave a pause between that ;) )
PC: Get the vehicle from station
Me: Why???
PC: Pay the fine then
Me: But My uncles is deputy superintendent of police
and dialed him

HEHEHE!!!!

PC: ok ok, its no problem, next time bring the papers thambi
and waved us a goodbye


Thanks to my Uncle
I have never paid traffic fine or any bribes till date

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Need Someone To Tell You???

I finally figured out how i should be
Thanks to everyone responsible for it

I wear formals so that the people think am
a professional
I wear tight jeans thinking its cool
I am sad if i lose a football game

But I had been doing this for others who
i know and whom i barely know
Reason is "What ll they think of me??? "
No one tells me to do this or that
yet i do that
which am not comfortable with

But Now I know,
This is my life and i should do it in my way
so i wont give a damn to what people think of me

I just remember something
In Ramayana, Hanuman had to be reminded of his powers
What is the worth of his powers then???
anyways it sounded apt for me in some ways
but it may be otherwise for you

But I want to say
Personally
I Love Hanuman
JAI BAJRANG BALI!!!