What is Reality??? And Who is the real me???

I am 23 years old
I am normal and i am funny and i am serious and i am sad
Different Me s
but really am always the same but situations tend to make people perceive me in
different angles
I can possibly be onething
"I am a Selfish Person"
So are the humans and other species living in this globe
everyone wants something for them or something for their loved ones
i love to code my project, time flies when i do that
i don't talk to anyone that time
i don't spend time with anything
so that makes me a selfish person
isn't it???
it is, people cant stand it
they want me to be a social animal which i am not
i derive my pleasure at my own cost
its my time and its my pleasure

Selfish is a word which has been wrongly understood
I am Self Sufficient/ Self Dependent
If Everyone is capable of being what they really are
there cant be any crime in this world
World will be a better place of everyone

What Should I DO?

Hi folks,
now am going to be true to you all
i am doing MBA but everything i think or do is related to systems
to say frankly, i love computers more than anything
and i have been coding for 3 days together that i lost interest in
everything else and i love the way the coding is coming..
challenging and yet appealing
Man!!! Computers!!!
without that what would i be doing???
Maybe I would not have been born or I would have been like Charles Babbage
Inventing a machine which does calculations
But Thanks Charles for saving me from the trouble of waiting
Anyways coming to the point,
MBA is all about working with people who knows technology and myself being a .net developer and also a designer, i love to work for myself and i love the way it feels
MBA is a barren land where you cant find anything new, using the dust of other people
you try to invent new dust...
I lost interest in MBA but i will do it cause i need time to program :)
if i had not been doing MBA, i would have been working
so lets think its for the best for me and my invention to this mankind
Thanks People for reading :)

Anna University - MBA

After A Long Break, I am Blogging Again
I don't say i was away from computer, I was just not interested in typing
My 1st Sem Exams got over yesterday so i feel a bit relaxed
I want to make up with u ppl by sharing my Anna university days

It was completely dull, boring and everything i dint want to happen in my life
Too much of mugging, no practical exposure and no talents
The things which keep me going is me saying to myself

"Dude, Just 10 Months, hang on!!!"

and
another thing is , am doing the Anna University MBA site

Other than that speaking about subjects
staffs here are from IIMs and IITs but it doesn't improve the course
whatever we are studying in here is 5 years old to the students of US
so what good is it to us???
even i dont understand this but we are in india
and educational system here is completely ruthless
so i gave up

Thats all for now folks
But i think i ll be blogging frequently from now on
lets see

Swine Flu Prevention:

I got a forwarded message
i don't know whether it is a working remedy
but try after consulting a doctor

Now the FWD msg follows:

Use 1 Drop pf nilgiri oil in your handkerchief as a preventive measure towards
swine flu

-- National Institute Of Virology

Tancet 2009

The Results are out

http://result.annauniv.edu/cgi-bin/tancet2009/

The highest marks are yet to be known
i ll post it as soon as i get to know it

All the best ppl!!!

Days of my Life

This is not about Dr. Drake Ramoray
and this is about a day of a simple person's life
so far, my life has been filled with surprises and incidents
i thank the providence for being with me all this time and i hope
it will be companion even in the days about to come.

what am going to share now, shows the crudeness of Chennai
Capital of Tamilnadu

Incident as follows:

I was watching television in the hall, due to the water scarcity
my aunt went to get water from our colony's tank
Actually our colony is divided into two groups,
3 apartments each, each has a tank of its own
but on this fateful day and the days preceded, our tank was not filled
or the water produced is filled with worms,
so my aunt and my cousin and my cousin bro went to fetch water from the other tank
while they were getting water , there was this watch man who shouts at her and closes the tap and that guy dint have the manners as usual(local old guy)
my cousin came and told it to us, i was angry but i tried to control
i was angry about a local guy without manners being a watch man
inspite of my dad's shouting to not go, i went there

there was this old guys trying to maintain peace with that old man
but that watch man dint have the brains, he was adamant that what he said is right
i had to speak now, i said
"sir, what you said is wrong, you should have maintained manners, i am from a good family, and my dad is deputy commissioner, so please maintain manners"
i said this with all due respect for elders and i was calm
while other around said you dont bring that here pointing towards the fact that my dad has power, that old watch man said, bring IG(Inspector General) i will see him, you try

I was out of my control
i said "You dont need an IG , i could easily throw you, and i am capable"
he said " ya ya, bring it on"
i shouted at him saying am from Madurai, but i maintained my words, no bad words
and that's all

It may seem like a day to day life problem but it is not
in Chennai, the process of living together is not present
everyone closes their windows for the needy and some local guy thinks
he is an rowdy, i am ashamed to live in this scum

i am ashamed to say all this cause it hurts
i don't get into fight soon, why should i have to shout at an old man???
why cant god give the basic manners of treating everyone right to that oldman???

now i am typing all this to make peace with myself...

words wont be enough to fill pages while your heart groans in grief

thanks for reading this , friends.

Random Thoughts

Deprived from my sleep
roaming without your help
why are the words so mean?
and why does it cut me clean?
today is a day i wont forget
please dont make me regret

.............................

Tired of my endless dreams
weird is my life
cried for endless nights
wished the day would be mine
eyes cant hold my tears
cause tears own my life
forever seems to be my time
forunate are my tears to come out
unfortunate my soul

TN 04 J 6690 - SON OF A SLUT AND A PIMP

Pardon me for this title
but this is reality
i want to vent all my anger

i will explain what happened

My friend attended her GD/PI at MOP Vaishnav for MBA
while she was coming home by bus,
when she got down at Vijayanagar bus stop
an bike driver hit her from left side

it is against the rules to over take any vehicle by left side
that ass hole overtook and hit her
and when she shouted, he began to abuse her with bad words
i was on phone talking to her
he was challenging her to inform even commissioner
fuck that male pig!!!, my dad is deputy commissioner
i made her note the number
i called up my contacts to track that pig
but damn , she says her dad wont approve of it
she cant give case

But i swear i would have did something if i had been there
i hate these chennai ass holes
speaking local slang as if they are rowdies

if that ass hole is reading this
(not possible - he wont even have the brain, his brain would have been eaten by maggots while he was in his womb inside his mother's stomach)

I really hate this
typing this
i am unable to do anything
i was hearing everything over the phone
tell u wat

if that slut's son is reading this post
don't meet me anytime in your lifetime

Role of woman in India
for once, i hate my India for allowing these ass holes to walk over her
why doesn't tsunami take these pigs off earth
why does old ppl and kids die while these pigs can dash some poor girls
with their "ondranna" bike

FUCK U!!!!
"TN 04
J 6690"


Thanks for Reading
this is my emotion, i have all rights
if u don't like to read it, then don't read it
read about all the wonders of this world
if that exists truely

FRILL U!!! DELL!!!

Hello Everybody

i am really really happy about having a frilling(fcuk) DELL Notebook
I am so in the 9th cloud when i always find my notebook is always hot as Pamela Anderson
And it can even show the fastest and short movie to be like a epic movie
by maintaining slow motion all time.



My mind jumps with joy, and it makes me faint with surprise :)

Though these features are of attractions, i always wanted it to be normal
i called up Tech Support

Story:

Techie : May I help???
Me: We love dell, but i want dell to be less alien, maybe normality is what i expect, Have prob with my Motherboard.
Techie: Its Replaced(They come and replace it)

After 15 days

Its time for my Optical Drive to get replaced.

Then Heat Sink,
Motherboard again,
Keyboard.


And here talks the normal me

My system has been experiencing prob from day one
those frilling tech support guys always try to pacify me by saying some crap
i even sent my laptop for thorough diagnosis
they eagerly had it taken from me and i was away from it for 8 solar days
and when it was back with its master, i was to find the problems to be as good as a honey pot. And it was funny to find that

Dell Tech Support Guys had been watching Heroes,Avatar and Supernatural from my hard drive. (Start->My Recent Documents)

Actually i had a liking for DELL and now its totally the opposite
they aren't worth a penny

Hey I forgot to tell u ,
They came to my house today and tried replacing Mother Board but couldn't take out a screw which was tightly screwed by DELL Tech Support Guys At Bangalore so the guy who came to my house, called up Tech Support, They gladly reply, Break the parts which is attached to it and it ll be sent to you to be replaced, what an elegent move???
OMG These people dont know anything about computers, these are "the cave mens" who have been trained to tap keyboard and howl over the phone if someone calls up.

I have asked for an replacement of this product(Laptop), if this dint happen, i would be glad to provide all the details here.

Thanks for reading
Bye


FRILL U!!! DELL!!!

Who is this GOD Person anyway???

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Post Name Derived From:

Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy

Insane and Miraculously interesting
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Mom takes her boy to a saint for his blessings,

Saint : GOD Created Us
Boy: Who told u?

Saint: I know it myself
Boy: But i don't know

Saint: Child, Remember god sees you all day all night, so do good
Boy: what if i stay inside my blanket???

Saint: He ll still see you.
Boy: Is he inside my Blanket???

Saint: He is inside you ,child
Boy: No u r an liar, i am inside

Saint: Exactly i told you, you see whatever good/bad you do
Boy: dah, i see everything , how will god know that???

Saint: God knows what he does, so he will know what you do
Boy: I don't Understand

Saint: You Will , Sometime Later

PSG and ME - Lets See

After all the wars i made with the MBA Selection Exams
i proved i am always an average
darn myself
but its ok, poor me
cant do better than this in this limited time
anyways
i ll be facing my GD/PI in the following month of April at PSGIM
i got my call from Welingkar,Mumbai and ITM,Navi Mumbai , Christ Univ Bangalore
Since i started my company in Chennai
i cant leave this land
Better be Coimbatore than live @ Bangalore

But I know PSGIM also proves to be a good college (Thanks to My Friends there)

But Tell me,
Whats after MBA for me???
i don't have a clue
a weird and volatile creature like me in corporate
its the end of days
Ragnarok!!!
;P

Seriously
i finished my BE thinking i could work for 2 years and start a company
of my own but now everything is upside down, i feel like there is nothing in our hands, just we can see this life as a spectator , its just a stunt show hosted by god.

TAGGED!!!

Apparatus Required:
Me , ipod , ear , fingers, and a Computer

shuffle the songs in ur ipod
and answer the questions

The Questions :

1. If someone asks you, "are you okay" you say:
Khalbali - Rang De Basanti

2. How would you describe yourself ?
Poongatrile - Uyire

3. What do you like in a guy/girl ?
Azeem o shaan shahenshah - Jodha Akbar

4. How do you feel today ?
"Truly Madly Deeply" - Savage Garden

5. What is your life's purpose ?
Kuzu Kuzu - Tarkan(Turkish pop Prince)

6. What's your motto ?
Gundu Maanga thoopukulle - Sachin

7. What do your friends think of you ?
Mozha Mozhannu - kuruvi

8. What do your parents think of you ?
Eye of the Tiger - Rocky IV

9. What do you think of often ?
Ne mutham ondru thanthal - Pokiri

10. What is 2 + 2 ?
Shake it Daddy

11. What do you think of your best friend ?
Unnai Azhaithathu - Sankar ganesh (old song)

12. What is your life story ?
Same Same But Different - Bombay to Bangkok

13. What do you want to be when you grow up ?
Ring My Bells - Enrique Iglesias

14. What do you think when you see the person you like ?
Break Me Shake Me - Savage garden

15. What will you dance to at your wedding ?
Do You Know - Enrique Iglesias

16. What will they play at your funeral ?
Manmadhane - Sadana Sargam

17. What is your hobby/interest ?
U r My Love - Partner(Movie)

18. What is your biggest fear ?
AllahHafiz -Bhool Bhuliya

19. What is your biggest secret ?
Lose Control(I am a Rebel) - Rang De Basanti

20. What do you want right now ?
Feel My Love - Aarya(Telegu)

21. What do you think of your friends ?
Burning Heart - Rocky IV

22. When you want to rush to the toilet, what do you think ?
Nammakka Thappannu Nejamaina - Bommarillu

23. The person you hate the most is in front of you, what will you tell the person ?
I Miss You Da - Sakkarakatti , OMG

24. You have just won a lottery. What will you sing ?
Niluvadhamu Ninu Epadudainna - Nu Vastanante Nen Voduantana

25. What will you post this as?
Palaandhu - Kuruvi (SHIT!!!)

Footer:

IPOD's have life
it takes its revenge by this way
:P

and i Tagg
Nithin

Days I Missed Telling You

Hello Everyone,
its been long na???
i know, i had quite an experience from these days
i would like to share some

2 and a half weeks back
i was walking down the road to my house
there were this kids who were playing with their puppy
that puppy went before a cycle, but i shouted so that guy stopped
that puppy escaped
And that guy was still there , i went to him
i said, there was this puppy in the street
he was like, wat s in that?
i said , you could have stepped over it
he said , i got lots of problems who cares about this
i said ok, its good ,everyone has probs, the puppy is safe
you can carry on
thats all
yesterday i saw that puppy, its not that small as it used to be
it has grown
and its good to see :)

I always wonder, why do i get to see weird ppl
is this world full of weirdo's or am an weirdo?

The Day The Earth Stood Still - The REVIEW

This Review might spoil the fun
so beware

Plot:
Hero is an alien who is here to destory humans so that they cant destory earth
hero tries to reason out humans but they wont listen so he begins the job of destruction, is earth going to end or the other way round is the climax...

Review:

This Movie has my favorite actor keanu reeves
i think he has not come out of the shock he got in the last movie "Matrix Revolutions"
when the system destroys the agent smith in him
He keeps his face like a robo, always serious
away from smiles

heroine saves the alien keanu from getting injected with tranquilizers and injects him H20 , thats really a great thing to do
helping an enemy of the state without knowing who he is
maybe she has fallen for him ;)

And Obviously special effects are mind blowing
so does the tanks and jets in the movie

One Thing I loved in that movie is the insects (micro organisms made of steel or something)
then eat away everything

6/10 is the rating if you ask me

Probability Of Life

Actually am not in a good mood
But i wanna write something

Am going to find the probability of Death
Just bored so i like to do some sums
for some weird reasons, i love doing it

Question:

The probability of dying???
A -- > event of dying by accident
B -- > event of dying by disease
C -- > event of getting killed by someone/gang

P(A)+P(B)+P(C) = 1

P(A) = 1 - ( P(B)+P(C) )
P(B) = 1 - ( P(A)+P(C) )
P(C) = 1 - ( P(B)+P(A) )

Death is inevitable, Whether you like it or not

I did some more but dad said there is also old age
How dumb of me na???
leaving an important factor

i have scanned the paper
please forgive me ,am just a kiddo in maths
this is cause of the love of the subject

Laugh Tracks???

I was bored to death today
i called up marc and asked him
about any new plans
he said nil so searched over my dvd rack or a pile of dvd's
and found out this "friends season 1"

I was watching it, it was ok if not for the laugh tracks behind
Are they nuts???
They spoiled the whole fun with that crap
Cant they just release another version which doesn't have that???

Maybe they were thinking
"People who watch these types of drama's dont have common sense and
cant figure out when a comedy appears"

Isn't that a big Laugh???

Into One's Mind

This is something related to Mind and How it works

Absolutely this is not my own work
words are mine but meaning to them are from our ancestors

What will you do when you knows how a person thinks???
You might speak what they want and get what is good for you

It can be done
You can know how a person thinks

Osho said "If a Person can find his center , then he can find other person's too"
Am not even a worth a penny for guys like him but i was able to experience it

There is a practice of analyzing every thought that arises from your mind
analyze what type of thoughts they are
anger or love or hatred or watever crap it be
it ll take you to the next step, which is
you ll be able to find what other people thinks
and wants

I will tell you how this works
You will figure out how your mind works
every mind is same , just thoughts differ so
you can find anything
This practice will make you sharp and a different person

Side effects:
We wont be able to believe anyone
{But that's the truth i learned from my life}

Everyone has a reason for them to interact with you
eg:
to kill time
to get notes
etc

Unconditional Love is a hard thing to find i think
even a love of a mom for her kid is not fully unconditional

There is a method of meditation called ajathasitham
which is also known as gnana yoga, this follows something like above
but it concentrates on the soul/seer and not on the thoughts

One impo thing
This dint get me what i wanted,but you can get yourself clear
thats all so people goodnight then

Disclaimers:
Am not gonna be held responsible for what you do
This is just a view and dont blame me or ask me to teach me this
you are on your own and you are at your own risk

Part of Life

So far this blog had been my own personal playground
To show want i see, and what i feel
People Who likes the way i see my life can read
cause this blog is definitely not gonna introduce you to the fashionable
world
instead it will just show you how a mind works
and what makes it ticks

Everyday we face lots of problems
you know what, as i finished my degree, i got into this job
with a less salary and my family was happy
i dint know why???
i was losing my dreams for that???
Its not about work, i can work forever but whatever i do,
it should be for my own joy of life

I was just not able to cope up with the robotic life
after 2 months i felt this vexation , i wondered and i felt
my life is just gonna end up like others i see
who gave up their dreams for the life they have now

I meet this girl in my office, actually she dint show me any way or hope
she left our office after a months time or less for higher studies
she made the spark inside flame up somehow
you may call it jealousy that someone can do what they like
but you cant...

After 2 months time, i quit my job
dad said i am immature
everyone said i did a big mistake

Am trying for MBA in a good college
After the first day of me quitting the office
i felt so bad thinking i did something wrong
but something said from inside, let it be
if i cant mess up with my life then who can ;)
so now here i am...
lots i dint say

LIKE ONE FRIEND OF MINE TOLD ME
"We cant tell everything to everyone"

I just wanna say this to that person
My frankness came with my birth and it sure dint ask yours
:)

Hearts On Fire

First Delhi
Now It comes to Mumbai - 27th Nov 2008
and what awaits , who knows???
Maybe the terrorists knows

What kind of person would kill another human being???
Even animals dont kill around other than food and a personal fight

It certainly doesn't use guns and bombs
which had taken away lots of innocent peoples life

I really feel bad for being born as a human
What is the need for the terrorism???
Why cant people think???

Anyways its not gonna work that way
Cause if they had thought of it, they would not have done this

I salute the brave warriors of our country
Though i hate the policemen over here but the ones who gave their life
In this war between terrorism and Police Force
They are simply GOD!!!

Mumbai Police Anti-Terrorism Squad (ATS) chief Hemant Karkare
Two Indian Police Service (IPS) officers - additional police commissioners Ashok Kamte and Sadanand
"encounter specialist" Vijay Salaskar

I used to agree at times what Marc says
"why bother about this country? u just go somewhere well civilized"

But What did these guys get for giving up their lifes???
There is something, a pain , like an wound , watering of eyes
when we hear that one of our brave soldier just left us

Do we know him? or does he know us???
We can just say, We are Brothers

Hemant Karkare, 54 years old

What will his wife do? And what about his kids???
Why the hell does this happen for our country???

Lack Of Good Security
Our Men are Brave, But Not the Guns are Enough
Lack Of Good Politics
Mumbai Chief Minister explains a lots in this matter
Just check out his interviews
Poor Memory Of The Masses
People forget everything, soon they have to forget that this is their country
and have to shift to some other place if this goes on

First of all, we need a disciplined and well capable security measures to be taken
Every situation should be handled , Problems arise but we should be ready for it
we need Choppers and within reach in most important cities

And all the entry points to our country to be intact
in a boat, terrorists entered our country!!!

that so explains how our coast guard operates with all the high tech equipments

India needs us more than all this
Forget all the political crap, it will never end
This country gave us life so we are bonded to it for life
And Be proud of Our India

Please give one or tears if possible for our soldiers
Their Death should not be for nothing